freedomfighter4

     It has been a while since my last journal post so I figured I would update it.  Mostly I'm writing in an attempt to fight the urge to post the first couple chapters of my newest story tonight.  I hit the 130 page mark earlier today and I stated to be driven nearly mad with the desire to start posting.  I promised myself that I wouldn't post anything at all until I was completely done with the story.  But it's so frigging hard!  I'm monstrously proud of this bit o'fiction and having to sit on it like I am is very difficult.  I haven't posted a story in so long.  And I want to . . . especially now that I have so much to post!  I keep re

   So . . . I've been pretty inactive here on dA for a long time.  In total honesty I was pretty inactive with writing in general for way too long.  I've tried to kindle that old flame of the Sonic fandom for months . . . years.  And it just isn't clicking anymore.  I didn't want to let go, I've been writing these characters for a decade.  But, slowly the realization that if I wanted to write I needed a new subject became unavoidable.  I didn't know what I wanted to write about at first.  I have interests, shows that I watch, but the urge to write about them didn't exist.  The Walking Dead is great, one of my favorites, but I have zero inte

   I was so startled this evening to read the news that Robin Williams has died.  I was certain for a moment that it was one of those awful hoaxes that often buzz around the internet.  I really hoped that it was.  This man was a huge part of my childhood.  An old and reliable friend that made the world a more jovial place to be.  He made the world laugh.  It fills me with infinite sadness to know he struggled so much with depression and addiction.  They are both ugly demons that I have seen far to closely.  They can batter and wear even the strongest among us down into shadow.  It is a testament to Mr. Williams tenacity that he weathered so